Fushigi Yuugi the anime?

Ive watched almost everything I only need three more episodes.but Im pissy because of the whole miaka and taka tamahome business and still i know that they're the same person but taka didn't experience the same things as tamahome even if he has the memories and was the tamahome that showed up on episode 5-6 on season 3 was he real or not and what happened i mean its not fair to me that having the first guy she fell inlove with and the rebirth earth self of him that she would chose the rebirth verson uhhh god idon't get it i mean i know its just an anime and i know its all about if she's happy i should be to but still jeez I just hate it...really tell me what you think and how you fell with the whole taka/tamahome thing.